I want I want I want...

I want to go back to Canada where my home and my past is...

And yet, I want to stay with my boyfriend in England, where my future is...

I want new clothes, new shoes, new makeup brushes, new makeup...

But I want to save money to find an apartment to share with my boyfriend...

I want to be with my parents whom I love so dearly...

But I want to be free of any emotional ties that keeps me from blooming...

I want everyone that I love to be happy...

But I also want to be happy...